Forget about your lists and do what you can because that's all you can do. Phone up the people you miss and tell them you love them. Hug those close to you as hard as you can. Because you are always only a drunk driver's stupidity, a nervous shopkeeper's mistake, a doctor's best attempts and an old age away from forever.
Still in the process of getting journal up and running and communities added etc. etc.
Add me if you want, no hard feelings if you don't; will be adding people I know are on hiatus/away; feel free to decline when you get back
I hoped this journal would have lasted until graduation in 2011 but the idea of making something fresh and new is kinda in-line with my resolution this summer.
So goodbye for now :)
When I found myself trying to sync folders from my external harddrive, home computer and laptop, I realised I had the same files in five different folders, two versions of one file which were updated to different extents and all manners of stuff littered here and there. And that has kinda been my life these past few weeks - things adding on top of each other.
So I'm taking away these layers of frenzied activity and trying to go back to basics. I've always been a pack rat and now I'm trying to change - to let go of many things and start fresh.
So...a fandom friends cut. I'm not really in any fandom at the moment and the reason I've cut most of these people is because I haven't really gotten to know any of you beyond fic commenting. I'm sorry - please understand it's just me and feel free to take me off your f-lists; I hope no one is upset or offended because part of the reason why I've cut you guys is precisely because I don't think we knew each other well enough for that. If you are, I'm genuinely sorry and I hope you can understand.
I'm not even sure, at the moment, whether I want to keep this journal. This journal is something that has become weighed down with so many past memories -good and bad, and fond experiences and, while I will treasure those forever, I feel like, if I want to genuinely feel different and refreshed, I need to cut bigger strings. But maybe that's for a different day, a different time.